Bitter/Sweet: Conquering Chocolate Chip Cookies, Part 3
After discovering the oven rack was set in the wrong position, I was sure the problem of lackluster cookie batches was solved. The experience, however, must have rattled my confidence more than I realized, because I was reluctant to test another batch of cookies. Though I had intentions of making another batch of cookies, I continued to delay the actual act of making cookies. For several weeks, I shunned baking altogether, which is rather difficult during the holidays!
Finally, I dedicated an evening to baking. I started with two new muffin recipes and each one went off without a hitch. It was very empowering to be in control in the kitchen, especially while baking. New recipes are always a bit of a gamble, but I was pleased to see that the small risk of a new recipe had paid off with a reward of delicious muffins. I was ready to tackle the chocolate chip cookies yet again.
The eggs and butter were sufficiently warmed to room temperature, the remaining ingredients were appropriately lined up on the counter, and the oven was steadily preheating to the correct temperature. It was an odd feeling of déjà vu. I was here before, poised for success, and disaster had struck. That would not deter me. I would plow through this recipe and continue moving forward.
In measuring the dry ingredients, however, I absentmindedly added the sugar to the flour and baking soda. In chocolate chip cookies, sugar is considered a “wet” ingredient that is beat with the butter and eggs. I scrambled to transfer the sugar to the “wet” bowl without also transferring the flour mixture as well. While I was able to marginally accomplish the task, I stared at the two bowls and debated throwing the whole mess in the trash and starting again.
I paused. Allowing a minor misstep to ruin an entire recipe was not really my style. I had overcome obstacles in the kitchen before, why was I now giving up because of a small error? This was not the kind of baker I wanted to be, unable to adapt or improvise. Instead, I pushed on and completed the recipe without giving it a second thought. I scooped the dough onto the cookie sheets and popped each batch into the oven.
It was as if the dough understood, because each batch looked like chocolate chip cookies are suppose to look. Each batch tasted like chocolate chip cookies are suppose to taste. The kitchen smelled the way a kitchen should smell when one is baking chocolate chip cookies. At last! I had conquered chocolate chip cookies even in the face of adversity! With delight, I served up a warm cookie to James, who agreed they just might have been the best chocolate chip cookies ever baked.
This concludes the 3-part series, but more baking adventures are yet to come!
